changed my layout. hope you noticed. hope you like it(: yup. but it's just BLACK and WHITE. i like it that way.
UGH!!! i am so troubled. i am so utterly EMBARRASSED at being so lousy at softball! oh man. i am so disappointed with myself. i just can't do anything right, can i? but oh well. there's no use groaning here. so i shall train hard, stop making funny noises during training, stop being HIGH during training and not laugh too much. i WILL be more serious and i hope i improve.
UGH!!! i am so pissed off with everything. i have been SO mean recently and im really sorry about it. so sorry. i will also TRY to be nicer. especially to softball people, im so sorry.
UGH!!! holiday'e ending and i have not finished my lit pt yet! sheesh. i hate it. so much for "with great PLEASURE" i have also not finished annotating the greatest gift and FFA. oh, how i hate annotating. apparently, lit is my worst subject. i guess it's because my brain isnt good enough to process all the whatever literary stuff and find the hidden meaning blah blah. i also havent finished my filing. i dont even think i started.
UGH!!! i feel SOOOO unhealthy. have been eating too much fast food and cup noodles (CNC<3). anyway, everytime after training, yihong will eat organic stuff and make me feel bad. i feel so guilty for eating non-stop. most people lost weight after joining softball and i have put on 2kg. i think my fat mass is like 19.5% or something but i dont think it was accurate. it's actually far from the 30% acceptable mass (for females only). wow. i hope im still growing(:
oh well. i think im having teen-life crisis. gosh. i need LOVE. seriously.
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